onsdag 1 april 2009

lifething?

Today's been a good day. Finally the sun and warmth has arrived, been sitting outside studying and then I ate som icecream with B in the sun. Fresh air - Lovely! But then I got home.. and suddenly I felt so empty, so alone. I keep having this thing in my stomach, feels like I'm nervous all the time, but I'm not! Or at least I don't think so... Why the hell can't it just go away? Is it just a "lifething"? Or is it more? What's missing and why can't I just be happy with me?

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"If there's so much I must be, can I still just be me - The way I am?"
/ Kiara, The lion king 2

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